where do i start? I never realized how hurtful my elementary school experience was... let me give u a quick re-cap
Pre-K - Only major thing i remembered... Getting hit by a wooden block by the janitor. At first i thought it was an accident. (i was only a kid) But as time passed i realized he did it on purpose because i did move away. 5 minutes later i figured it will be safe to go back. Guess it wasn't cuz he threw it and landed on the top of my head. I got a tiny bald spot as a memory.
Kindergarten - Not much memory of this grade. I liked kindergarten. We raised chicks and set them free.
1st- I had a bf sort of... yea Brian. I just remember my teacher constantly lookin for me. Lets just say he was touching me inappropriately. Back then i didn't think much of it. But how many first grade male teachers rub their female students the wrong way? apperently i wasn't the only one who went through it because he got fired after the year was over.
2nd - had spent the summer vacation in Yemen. I was shy as hell and didn't have any friends that whole year. Teasing started...
3rd - Along came Jackie... constantly would tease me until i cried. she would call me waffles. I was scared of her. i was quiet once again. i remember being a really good student. getting prizes because i was. Table 1 was where all the cool people where. i was in table 5 group. later on the year i one of the students from T1 got in trouble and i switched with her. The minute i sat down in my seat with T1. First thing Joey said "You better be funny" i did make em laugh once in a blue moon. but i was getting along with Jackie. mostly because i was scared to get her mad. she got in trouble by the teacher and had to write something all over the sheet and hand it in. I was a good girl and got excused from the reading. i gave her advice and told her to write bigger. she said "Oh ur so smart" probably the only time she complemented me. I didn't have any friends.. sad but true. Can't forget Shalini, a Trinidad/Tobago girl. We would be friends one minute, enemies the next. there was always a competition between us. I always wanted to be the pink ranger and so did she. so i fought her and of course i beat her ass. (i knew how to fight because i was raised with a pack of boys)
4th - Once again getting teased. this time by 3 people. Steven, Becky, and Malinda. I was still the quiet girl but started to rebel. I started to get into fights. I was skinny and shy. So i was a prime target for people. i beat most of them up except these two girls. i was beating this girl up until her friend jumped in. Malinda, who i thought was a good friend, was soooo mean to me i cried so much. They made a mistake on my city wide test and put me as a male. She shouted out "ewwww wafa's a boy" everyone started laughing and i ran out the classroom crying. She then realize how harry i was too. "Eww wafa is hairy!" Barbara and Chirstopher became a good friends of mines. never will forget them.
Shalini was in my class 4th grade. every time we would get into an argument she'd go to the two girls i fought that beat me up. We were eating lunch and she sat next to me. I remember her really pissing me off. so i grabbed her head and slammed it to her ravioli, then left.
well i cant go any further now... my dad wants me asleep. i couldn't sleep because what kept me awake is what i realized about my 5th grade experience...
